Saturday, August 01, 2020

New measurements: 

Neck: 18.50
bicep:  14.875
c: 55.625
uw: 55.50
lw: 50.50
t: 26.625
c: 18.375

last week: 

07.19.2020 measures

neck:  19.50 inches
biceps:  16.00 inches
chest: 54.50
upper waist: 54.50
lower waist: 49.50 inches
thigh: 27.875
calf: 18.375

changes 07.19 to 08.01
neck:  (1.00) inches
biceps:  (1.125) inches
chest: (1.125)
upper waist: +1.00
lower waist: (1.00) inches
thigh: (1.250)
calf: no change

07-09-2020 numbers: 
N: 20.875
B 17.250
C: 58.500
Upper Waist (over navel):  56.625
Lower Waist  50.500
Thigh: 25.500
calves 18.375

changes 07-09 to 08-01
N: (2.375)
B: (2.375)
C: (4.00)
Upper Waist (over navel):  (1.125
Lower Waist  0
Thigh: +1.125
calves 0

Body fat; 

my measurements 08012020

chest:  47.00
stomach:  50.00
thigh:  19.00

08-01-2020 results  34.4% body fat.
body fat =110 #s
lean = 211.3#s

In January 2020 I was 38.9%.

On 07.19.2020 I calculated I was 35.00

Today I am down 0.6% body fat.  (In january 2020 I was 38.9% so accordingly, looks like I'm down 4.5 percent rom my januarynumber and down 0.6% from 07-09-2020.)


Please note the following body measurements:

Under the navy method, here's what I have: 

waist:  49.00 (at navel)
neck:  19.50
body fat: 35.00%

fat:  116 pounds
lean:  215 pounds

Note  This morning on the impedence scale I measured 43.00% body fat at 330 pounds. 

Final measurements of my body: 

lower waist: 49.50 inches
upper waist: 54.50
neck:  19.50 inches
biceps:  16.00 inches
chest: 54.50
thigh: 27.875
calf: 18.375

Basically, I've lost 1.5 inches rom my neck, 4.00 inches from my chest, and 2 inches or so from my upper waist--all since 07.09 -- so a mere 10 days ago.  I don't have data going back to march 2020 -- and so this will have to be a starting point. 


also

Sunday, July 19, 2020

body fat measures

I calculated body fat according to instructions from this video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cx7pHJomSTc

then I used this calculator:

https://www.thecalculator.co/health/Body-Fat-Percentage-3-Site-Skinfold-Test-1113.html

my measurements:

chest:  52.00
stomach:  55.00
thigh:  14.00

results:  35.5%
body fat mass:  117.3 pounds
lean body mass:  213.7 pounds

(In january 2020 I was 38.9% so accordingly, looks like I'm down three percent from that measurement.)


Please note the following body measurements:

Under the navy method, here's what I have: 

waist:  49.00 (at navel)
neck:  19.50
body fat: 35.00%

fat:  116 pounds
lean:  215 pounds

Note  This morning on the impedence scale I measured 43.00% body fat at 330 pounds. 

Final measurements of my body: 

lower waist: 49.50 inches
upper waist: 54.50
neck:  19.50 inches
biceps:  16.00 inches
chest: 54.50
thigh: 27.875
calf: 18.375

Basically, I've lost 1.5 inches rom my neck, 4.00 inches from my chest, and 2 inches or so from my upper waist--all since 07.09 -- so a mere 10 days ago.  I don't have data going back to march 2020 -- and so this will have to be a starting point. 


also

Thursday, July 09, 2020

numbers 07092020

numbers/measurements
07092020
all in inches:

N: 20.875
B 17.250
C: 58.500
Upper Waist (over navel):  56.625
Lower Waist  50.500
Thigh: 25.500
calves 18.375


Tuesday, June 09, 2020

more numbers

more numbers

c:  56.5" (via myotape)
s:  55.5" (via myotape); and
t: 26.75 (via myotape)

Via fitbit's aria scale I sit at 347.8 (down about 15 pounds from my 361 absolute top weight recorded about two months ago).  I'm at 38.8% body fat. 

All that really happened is this blog is woefully out of date.  By march I went up to 361 and about 41% body fat.  I've come down 15 pounds and 2% body fat. 

But, I found reddit.  I really like it.  I feel very motivated.  And with covid I now have time that I never had before. 


Sunday, January 05, 2020

numbers

some numbers:

current body fat three site caliper method (I drug out the caliper tonight).

It was:
c: 54
s; 55
t: 30

 = 38.88%

fitbit scale regisered me today at 37.6% and yesterday at 37.9%; so that's within one percentage point of one another.  Moreover, the height, neck, abs navy version came up with 41.9% -- a little higher than the others - but these are all so close it makes me believe my scale is pretty accurate, contrary to broad internet claims.

I also dug through the fitbit numbers over the last week.

I went from 349.1 to 343.5 pounds - a good loss of 5.5 pounds; but it turns out I lost 11.2 pounds of lean muscle and exchanged it for 5.6 pounds of fat gain.  wow!  How can that be?  So, now, though it's a small difference - my metabolism is slower rather than faster, as I have less muscle mass.  That seems impossible, although I think it's likely pretty accurate.

Incidentally, for those who say I should eat more protein here's the numbers.

date / g protein / % of diet protein
01.04 / 157 g protein / 25% of cals
01.03. / /174 g / 26%
01.02 / 204 g / 23%
01.01 / 188 g / 24%
12.31 / 207g / 24%
12.30 / 150 g / 25%
12.29 / 150g / 35%

average:  175g protein/day
average % = 24.7%

Some of my reading suggests 30% of diet protein; but 24.7% isn't that far off.

Moreover, suggestions for building muscle is 0.7g/pound of lean mass up to around 1g protein/lean pound = I have a lean mass of about 210 pounds or so ; so the protein range is 147g to 210g.  So, in other words, I'm right in the middle of that target.

Also, incidentally, according to my movements and expenditures in fitbit, I'm -1,200 to -1,500 calories per day on average going back four weeks (the math is a bit fuzzy, but that predicts a loss of 1,200 * 30 = 36,000 calories or 10 pounds; and 1,500 * 30 = 45,000 calories = 12.9 pounds.  Turns out I lost six pounds, not 10-13 - so it's off by about 50%.  [even worse I gained fat and lost muscle - the worst of all worlds].)  but the basic point is this:  I'm consuming about 2400 calories a day, and I burn about 4,200 calories a day (something like 3,400 calories plus about 800 calories with activity and exercise).

I suppose the answer is to add some more protein to the mix.  get it near 200-220 grams of protein per day.

I guess the other thing is I'm trying to improve my sleep pattern too.  Four the past four weeks this is teh data:
ending / score avg for week
01.05 / 80 (good)
12.29 / 72 (fair)
12.22 / 76 (fair)
12.15 / 68 (fair);
12.08 / 74 (fair)

So, maybe the answer is better sleep and slightly greater protein.

Having said all of this - I think the workouts can be harder and more regular, too.  I'm currently doing resistance training (with lighter weights, as the new heavier weights have yet to arrive) three days per week.

Wednesday, January 01, 2020

I thought I deleted this blog.  I guess I didn't.

I'm now 343 pounds - 34% body fat.  The struggle is real.  I've been doing some reading and started doing some weightlifting, in an effort to drive down the body fat, while retaining or even adding muscle.

The blog **is** depressing.  It shows how chronic this obesity disease has been -- and how it remains chronic.  The doc is insistent it's time for surgery.  When I got to be 49-50 years of age, all of a sudden I basically gained 50 pounds; and then another 50 pounds - maybe within 2-3 years.  It was pretty remarkable.

doc insists teh bariatric surgery option is great, and I would do well on it.  I still HATE it - even though I understand that's crazy to ignore a doc's advice.

more another day I suppose.  kids and wife are around and great, btw.  the kids are under 10; wife and I are married 10 years.  we've both gained weight, her maybe from 150 to 180; me from 220 to 340.

c

Sunday, September 04, 2016

I think I'm ready to revive this.  I still struggle with the beast.  And, being married has made it worse rather than better.

My doc insists I must lose weight or the odds are I'll die young.  I now have two young children (that's the update, I guess).  I've been married almost 7 years.

I do think when you get married you become a composite of lifestyles.  She gets some of your lifestyle and I got some of hers.  I now sit at 311 pounds (although doc said it was 326.8 - but that appears to be in error).

My wife virtually forbid the exercise I used to do because it meant less attention for her and she felt like our relationship suffered.  She's also consistently said that I don't need to be that regimented about things, and "no one needs to work out that much."  Through the marriage I've conceded the point.  But, now I'm taking a stand and saying no.

She also fails to see any connection, whatsoever, to my weight gain and her cooking.  Just no connection.  Incidentally, she's gained weight through the marriage too.  WE're not nearly as active as we once were, as the kids keep us constantly on the go.

We do have a treadmill which I use regularly though.

Incidentally, recently I started to outgrow the suits I've worn over the past four years (oh, another correlation.  For the past four years I've had a greater >50 mile commute due to a transfer at the office).

more numbers to follow.  Just dipping my toe into this public/private forum.


Saturday, August 27, 2011

update

Ugh.

calipers show body fat of 35.39% body fat. (37, 68.6, and 20).

weight is unchanged at 281 / 48.0.

Here are the measurements:

N: 17.3
B: 16.0
C: 50.5
US: 49.0
LS: 44.25
H: 46.00
T: 25.00
Calf: 17.25
Wr: 7.50
for: 13.0

But, I've been riding and running more (swimming is harder). In the meanwhile, i've completed 42 jury trials in the past four years. I'd like to do a tri later this year -- and I may just do it. I also ordered p90 tonight. we'll see how that goes.

also got a new personal best on my 10k row earlier this week. I'd like to continue attacking that distance and the 60 min beast of a row. I can tell me rowing (and running) is getting stronger.

that's it. . .

Sunday, January 09, 2011

weigh in / measure_in / caliper_in -- good week I think

I've been eating more salad this week. I've remained with some lunchtime sandwiches.

I also learned since work is so demanding, I'm better off hitting it hard Mon-Tue-Wed, (with two a days) and one work out on Thursday and let Friday be a rest day. Saturday and Sunday can be longer workouts. however, this past saturday, I worked all day (doing research and preparing cases) and then ran to a music shot at night, with dinner beforehand. So, no workout on Saturday.

That said, I was able to drop about 6 pounds and the body fat percentages seem to drop as well. So, overall, I think that was a good week.

Data:

Weight: 279.8
Tanita BF: 44.0

Measurements:
N: 17.75"
B: 15.75"
C: 52.00"
US: 50.00"
LS: 46.00"
Thigh: 25.00"
Calf: 17.00"
Forearm: 12.5"
wrist: 7.125"

the calipers produced:

P: 49, 38, 29, 32, 34: I kept: 38, 32, 34
S: 67, 59, 64, 66, 64: I kept: 64, 66, 64
T: 20, 19, 18, 16, 20: I kept: 20, 19, 18

Result: 33.68% (last week, 34.99%).

So good diet and workout week.


Sunday, January 02, 2011

Numbers

Here are the numbers:

weight: 284.4
Tanita BF: 42.5%
Caliper body fat (3 location): 34.99%

measurements:

neck: 18.00
Bicep: 15.25
chest: 53
upper stomach: 50.5
lower stomach: 45.5
Hips: 46
Thigh: 26
Calf: 17.5
Wrist: 7.5
Forearm: 13.1

here's the data from 05-17-08 (that is, about 19 months ago);

N: 17.25
B: 16.00
C: 48.00
US: 48.75
LS: 44.50
T: 24.50
H: 46.00
Wrist: 7.50
forearm: 12.75

So, my neck increased from 17.25 to 18; my chest increased nearly 3 inches, from 48 inches to 53 inches; and my stomach measurement went from 48.75 to 50.5 (nearly two inches more).

Then I found this from 2006 - smallest largest current back then --

current / largest / smallest

b: 14.5 / 17.0 / 13.3
t: 24.5 / 27.5 / 22.3
upw: 45.75 / 48.0 / 41.0
lw: 42.5 / 43.0 / 38.0
c: 47.0 / 53.0 / 43.3
n: 16.75 / 18.0 / 15.75

So, my neck is tied for largest ever, as is my chest measurement. My upper and lower waist measurement now have the largest numbers. my bicep and thighs are smaller than the prior largest numbers. I guess this means its official: I was "in-shape" before, now I'm back "outta shape."

Time to get to work.

7 years later. . .

This blog began in 2004. Then blogging was brand new. I suspect I weighed less than I do now. (I haven't been getting on scales recently, but since I had to buy some new (larger) clothes, I suspect I weigh more now than then.

It's still very frustrating. But, I still regularly exercise. Nonetheless, I'm probably about 100 pounds overweight. I still enjoy cycling (rode 8 miles yesterday), running (I ran two half marathons in 2010 with my wife (during the earlier blog she was my girlfriend). I continue to do rowing workouts (which I still love -- and I've logged a few million meters on the erg). And, fnally, I love swimming, although I only swim like 10 times a year these days.

This year -- like all the year's past -- I want to really lose weight. I'd like to get back to my wrestler mentality, really control what I eat, do 2 a day workouts and go after it. I'd also like to do about 5-6 triathlons. I think I may just commit to doing the triathlons whether I'm obese or not. They're good for me either way.

And, since being married, I've GAINED not LOST weight. My wife blames my eating habits. I blame her cooking :-). After all, the greatest thing that changed in my life, is someone else starting buying and preparing my food -- my exericse remained about the same. So, I may have to reassert some control in that area. (Which totally reminds me of wrestling, where my mother would try to cook dish A -- I would look at it, and take out a frozen dinner and eat it instead. When you had to be a certain weight on a certain day, it was simply easier to control your own intake rather than hope your preparer didn't get their recipe wrong).

I'd also like to post here -- once a month would be great. Once a week is probably too much. My trial calendar is bonkers -- I try about a case a month these days, for some really serious crime these days. So, my time crunch is significant.

kc.

ps - back later with my current numbers.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Amazing - 5 years ago

So, it's been 5 years since I started this blog. Going on 6.

I still regularly work-out. I'm still overweight. I think I'm healthy to some large degree.

I'm now happily married (but for only a few months!). My wife is active. Indeed, I rowed 10,000 meters tonight; and I rode 10 miles yesterday. My trial calendar has been incredibly heavy. Thus, I've not spent as much time working out. I've also eaten in ways that aren't the most healthy (that was generous!).

I still consider -- in the back of my mind --stomach bypass surgery. We'll see. Maybe I'll blog more. Maybe not. Time will tell.

k.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Why Mavic Bike Computers Suck

Short answer:  There is no documention online about how to reset their bike computer.  And, boy oh boy, does that piss me off.  

I spent about an hour and a half of my life searching in vain this evening.  Apparently Mavic puts its tech stuff behind some user name password thing.  Someone else (on some page I'm not going to look-up again) said it was similar to the avocet 15 or 20 or 25.  None of those did the trick.  

the stupid thing seems to reset just fine.  But, the moment, I spin the wheel or get on the trainer, it goes back to "SEl."  

Bullshit.  Nonsense.  Utter nonsense.  

I'll never buy another cheap Mavic crappy bike computer again.  Instead, I'll buy a avocet (like I had before), so i can reset it when I need to.  Now, I just have a useless lug on top of my stem. . . while I can just pay to have teh bikeshop redo it for me, when it next trips up. . . well, then, I'll need to pay them another $10 or $15 to redo it. . . in which case, I could have just bought a new one, and then reprogrammed it myself.  

Incidentally, I'm sure I threw away the manual because I was self-assured that no worldwide company would fail to have their manuals online in 2008.  Ahhh, actually, Mavic has those kinds of balls.  

Well, I have to go pick-up my mountain bike on wednesday anyway. . . I might as well bring my other bike in. . . 

kc

Friday, November 14, 2008

getting more resolute

I feel more resolute about committing to training now.  

I thought tonight that I'd like to commit to doing the Strawberry Fields Triathlon up in Ventura.  I need to put together my own plan and get some intensity going.  

K

Monday, November 10, 2008

Laughable - how little I post

it's laughable at how little I post these days.  

Life is hectic.  I have nearly two dozen jury trial stats.  But with every 'yin' comes a 'yang.'  In this case, I have more professional experience and satisfaction in my job than I have ever thought I would have.  Nonetheless, the job satisfaction has occurred at the expense of not only weight, but to a large degree also fitness.  

that said, I would say I regularly row 3-4 times per week, with rowing between 5,000 and 15,000 meters per session (a 15k row, for my money, is worth about a 10k run (6.2 miles)).  I also go to the gym a few times a month and grab a swim.  I've been lackadaisacal about doing mountain or road cycling, since it takes up the most time.  I did more of it in the summer, but less this fall.  

I still consider the idea of commuting by bike to work, but its awfully far (>20 miles one way).   

I thought I would be able to transition to a different county as a prosecutor this fall, but unfortunately they didn't pick me for second round interviews (boo hoo!).  Of course, I wondered whether my husky appearance effected the ultimate results (I suspect it didn't effect my results in hindsight, but initially I thought they have downgraded me because I was more husky than the others).  

I still dream of having 20 hours per week to train -- but one of the benefits of being older and wiser is knowing one's time limits and setting limits.  there's a trade-off between triathlon training and job satisfaction.  I don't think I'm rationalizing, but I simply can't (and won't try) to do everything.  I continue to have regular workouts.  My eating habits could be more healthy, although, in fairness, I eat a 10 pound bag of apples every week (it's eaten on teh morning ride into work, usually two of them) and I eat relatively healthy healthy choice meals during the evenings, or burritos from costco, lots of yogurt, the multi-fruit-veggie drink from costo and a healthy dose of bananas.  

I do have some frozen yogurt (those skinny cow ones are pretty good) with some regularity and hummus and bread, along with regular turkey sandwiches.  It's not that I'm the most unhealthy eater of all time, but, self-admittedly, I could improve my diet and, as importantly my caloric intake should be lower.  

I hope to do a few triathlons next year.  I'm going to have to get real with the schedule and try to set real limits and boundaries upon my demanding girlfriend too.  . . 

k

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Scheduling challenge

In fact, the new challenge? to create a workable schedule that contains less rather than more miles and workouts. A functional schedule that truly accounts for my crazy work schedule. . . .

k

20 miles - cycling

I got a 20 mile ride in today which felt pretty good.

I began to think about trying for a triathlon in september -- perhaps one or two. That would give me about 60 days to train, +/- 15 days.

Indeed, I likened this to my first year of law school. That year I did no triathlons, because my newfound education required my focus. Similarly, my new career as a prosecutor, has requred my focus to the degree that I haven't had the focus, time, attention, or energy necessary to be an effective triathlete. Nor even a functional triathlete.

I still have a decent base of fitness -- as shown by today's ride -- at about 14.7 mph. Usually it's more like 12-13 mph -- but I attribute the bump up because not only did I have a flat ride, but also because I have done more rowing and, in particular, more MTB riding. That climbing develops power -- and I could feel the power today. That's good.

However, my lack of running and swimming presents problems.

My thought was to run morning workouts and evening workouts -- except when I'm in a trial.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Lack of Tracking - Profession v. Exercise

I continue to flounder. Sort of.

This week I had a particularly poor exercise regimen. I just wasn't quite up to it. I worked out, something like, Tuesday and Friday. I also played tennis on Saturday, but, as always, I'd hope of more. Hell, I'd _dreamed_ of more. But I just didn't have it.

I finished a jury trial on Tuesday -- Wednesday the jury returned (guilty, which is what I wanted :-)). However, in doing that trial, I had to sacrifice other things. Namely, lesser exercise. Trials just take a bunch out of me, and leave me exhausted at the end of the day (although, invigorated through the day).

Nonetheless, it could well be that I use work as an excuse for not doing what I want to do (and not being responsible to myself). My girlfriend tells me to be easy on myself -- easier said than done.
I consistently explain to her that the reason I have climbed this far up the mountain is _because_ I'm an over-achiever, not despite it :-).

I think I'm ready to get into a nutrition software site and start trackin some things that way. That could be quasi interesting. I'll go all out on that for a while and see where it goes.

Incidentally, my nutrition hasn't been great, but it hasn't been abysman either. Just thinking off the top of my head: I had a cobb salad friday evening for dinner, I had a club sandwich (with fries) for lunch that day. I had oatmeal and yogurt for breakfast and an apple. And I had some natural smoothie earlier today. So, the broad pieces seem to be there. . . but less than stellar exercise habits coupled with below average nutrition can make a mess over a 20 year period of sloth. . .

hmmm. . .

kc

Saturday, May 17, 2008

More measurements

Though I'm sure self-retrospective thought is more appealing to an audience, rather than pure data, some of the blog's purpose is to record my own history. And, without data, self-reflection is difficult. Thus. . .

N: 17.25
B: 16.00
C: 48.00
US: 48.75
LS: 44.50
T: 24.50
H: 46.00
Wrist: 7.50
forearm: 12.75

body fat caliper data:

P: 25, 25, 21, 30, 20; kept: 25, 25, and 21
S: 63, 56, 54, 59, 62; kept: 56, 59, and 62
T: 16, 15, 12, 12, 12; kept: 15, 12, and 12.

Result: 28.31%

Incidentally, the test which measures using weight, waist size, forearm and wrist calculations came up with 38% (105 ponds of fat available for loss). Huh. I'm still in a better spirit than I thought I'd be. I **do** know my eating habits over the past few weeks (particularly last week) have been less than ideal. I need to work on that. I think I'd like to repurchase and reuse the fitday software. See, http://www.fitday.com/ (somehow I think it may have been nutrifit before. . . but. . . not sure).

time to go ride 15 miles and go do girlfriend duty.

kc

Saturday, May 03, 2008

DATA: Measurements

Here are the measurements for the week:

P: 26, 19, 23, 26, and 25; remaining: 23, 26, and 25.
S: 61, 61, 60, 59, and 60; remaining: 61, 60, and 60.
T: 17, 20, 17, 17, and 18: remaining: 17, 17, and 18.

body measurements:

N: 17.00
B: 16.00
C: 48.00
US: 47.50
LS: 44.25
T: 25.25
H: 45.50
Wrist: 7.25
Forearm: 12.75

According to the caliper measurements, I have 29.89% body fat; according to dr. hamilton, i have a 29.13% body fat. either way, I need to lose about 60-100 pounds.

ROWING

On a brighter note, I had a really strong 6000 meter row last night. It turns out it was NOT a personal best, just a second personal best. My best time for a 6k was on 06.06.05 at 24:09.9; last night it was 25:30.3 -- the two times are a world apart.

Second -- I also learned that my rowin machine has 3104 kilometers on it (i bought it used with 199 kilometers on it). Therefore, I've rowed 2950 kilometers or 2.95 million meters. I purchased the rowing machine in march 2005. 38 months later I have 2.95 million meters, which is an average of ~18,000 meters per week rowed. (roughly 90 minutes of rowing exercise per week on average). Importantly, it's an all weather tool -- no matter whether it is hot, cold, or raining outside, i can always row. I spent $600 bucks on it (roughly) 3 years ago and I've consistently used it. I would highly recommend it.

Moreover, the concept2.com website is really excellent. It lets you look at other rowers' times and see where you measure up challenge wise.

Finally -- I did finally clean up the blog as best I could. I removed the dead links. I do hope to add more links. I suppose I'll need to look through the links I have and then go back and do some searches for some other cool stuff I find.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

New data / weigh ins

measurements for the week:

body fat:

P: 22, 20, 20, 25, and 18; keepers: 22, 20, and 20.
S: 63, 61, 61, 60 and 60; keepers: 61, 61, and 60.
T: 15, 4, 3, 5, and 4; keepers: 4, 5, and 4.

BODY FAT: 25.84.

(Incidentally the test that measures body fat with a wrist and elbow circumference and some other body measurements comes out to 29.2%. . . basically, 26% vs. 29%. . . which is probably close enough for my purposes).

(But, these measurements are a bit skeptical; particularly the thigh ("T") measurement -- which just is either 17 or 5, because the caliper always slips.

Body measurements:

N: 17.50
B: 15.00
C: 49.50
UW: 49.00
LW: 44.50
T: 24.25
H: 45.75

* * *

there are always hiccups in measuring something -- that's just the scientific method. While I strive to take measuring error and subjective elements our of a scientific measure, I think i sometimes fail. This may have been one of those days.

Interestingly, the actual circumference numbers of my body measurements went up; while the body fat measurement using calipers went down. Nonetheless, there is an emotional component to always wanting to see increased and enhanced performance levels. I do know that so long as I keep measuring from week to week, the numbers will go down so long as I eat a bit better and exercise a bit more.

* * *

REST DAYS

It definitely worked out better this week for the rest days. I have decided to move my rest day from Mondays - this week it was a forced rest day on Wed (and thu) due to work demands (I was in the middle of a trial and ended up staying late and working on a brief.

ROWING

I had a nice row this evening after a movie. I decided to just go for 30 minutes and do the best I can. I created a new PBest in doing so. . . which is great. Thrilled to have that athletic feat now captured in my life.

BIT DOWN - MEASUREMENTS
I do admit I am a bit down over the measurements. I almost never look at my prior week(s) measurements until after I've measured for the current week. I figure if I do review -- I'll be too tempted (even if it is subconsciously) to measure lower numbers. Perhaps I was too aggressive with the measuring last week? I doubt it -- the error rate for measurin with a measurin tape is really ~0.25 inches.

Nonetheless, I **DO** notice that my shorts seems to be getting mroe and more loose :-).

c

Saturday, April 19, 2008

One Step Back

"Frankie liked to say that everything in boxing was an unnatural act. Sometimes the best way to deliver a punch was to step back . . . but step back too far -- you ain't fightin' at all."

Six Million Dollar Baby. (Narrative by Morgan Freeman).

* * *

I ended up taking Saturday off. I can't decide whether I did it out of pure laziness, or whether it was done for self-preservation -- or, somewhere inbetween, indeed, perhaps a rest day.

HOURS

My work hours are crazy at times. I think my hours were:

mon: 830a - 6p -- 9.5 - 1.5 = 8.0
tue: 830a - 11p (1.5 hours of driving); -- 14.5 - 1.5 = 13
wed: 830a- 1a -- 16.5 hours
thu: 830a-6p -- 9.5 - 1.5 = 8.0
fri: 830a-5p - 9.5 - 1.5 = 8.00

That was a 54 hour week. So, I was a bit sleep deprived by the end of the week (like usual). . . while I don't want that to be an excuse. . . I slept like 6 hours tuesday evening and like 4 hours wednesday evening. less than the required sleep under "healthy" norms. I tried to feel ok about it -- but I'm actually quite conflicted by it.

Measurements and thoughts

First the data:

N: 17.25
B: 15.00
C: 48.00
UW: 47.50
LW: 44.00
T: 25.25
H: 46.00


COMPARED TO 03.29.08

N has dropped 0.5 inches; biceps remain the same; chest is down 3 inches; upper stomach has dropped 2.5% while lower has dropped an inch; thigh is down 0.25.

COMPARED TO 04.11.08. . .

I can also note a .25 drop in neck; .25 drop in biceps; 0.75 drop (from last week) in chest;
a 2" drop in waist and a .5" drop in lower waist; hips were teh same; and thighs are actually 0.25% larger (probably from increased cycling and rowin).


Calipers:
P: 26, 27, 26
S: 59, 57, and 59; and
T: 15, 13 and 14.

Result: 29.03%

I suppose that's a drop of about 1% from the prior 30.19%. Or, perhaps it's only a rounding error.

NEW WORKOUT PRODUCTS

I have considered the purchsae of two new potential workout products. Ultimately, though I think I reject them. However, I did recently buy some rollers from Performance. They Rock --

Rollers
I did also purchase one new product : Rollers (for riding on the bike indoors). I owned rollers (and used them quite frequently in the midst of really loud rock music) for a few years back in Boston. However, while I moved them out to California, I rode more outdoors than indoors, so I sold them off. Now that I often work late, and I don't like to ride my road bike in the dark -- I bought another pair of rollers (incidentally, about $100 bucks on sale, so it was a pretty good deal too!).

The P90x
I did look into the P90x, since it had rave reviews. Apparently it's put out by Beachbody or Beachbody fitness.

The p90x seems to have a rabid followin (e.g., Tom (a hockey player-cyclist, looking to build more muscle); and Kyra's review; a more lackadaisacal review here; and Tamson and Sara talk about it too [though I think they're runners and home workout enthusiasts]; and Rich Bilson has one of the better posts (an avid cyclist who did p90x in his offseason).) And Rich gave a nice shout out to cross-fit. . .

Friday, April 11, 2008

new measurements fri 04.11.08

here's the data for today:

n: 17.50
b: 14.75
c: 48.75
us: 49.50
ls: 44.50
h: 46.00
t: 25.00
wrist: 7.50

P: 23, 30, 30, 23 and 21: keep 23, 30 and 23
S: 58, 63, 60, 65 and 64: keep 63, 60 and 64
T: 16, 17, 16, 15 and 16: keep 16, 16 and 16.

SKINFOLD BODY FAT: 30.19%

279.6 pounds;
36.5 % body fat (per tanita)

COMMENTS:

Less than ideal results, but sometimes one needs to take the good with the bad. I did have pretty good exercise this week. I also thought the exercise worked pretty well. However, very poor sleep habits this week.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

measurements

N: 17.50
B: 15.50
c: 49.25
uw: 49.50
lw: 44.75
h: 46.00
t: 23.75

Data from measurements. . .

P: 23, 20, 19, 21 and 26
S: 68, 67, 60, 64 and 61
T: 3, 17, 11, 3 and 11

Body fat: 28.63%

[Note, I checked my data against a site that estimates given forearm, wrist, hips and largest waist. It comes up with 30.47%. . . less than a 2% difference. see, http://www.healthcentral.com/].

Running, Rowing and Cycling - trying to find the groove

I'm still trying to get my groove back in all of this.

I went out on a windy 20 mile ride today. Then I followed up with 4k on the rower (which, incidentally, I don't think I even recorded the data. . . uh oh).

I like data. I like keeping track of things. It looks like I lost about 5 pounds the first week (roughly). But from 278 to 273 (back to 275) -- it's all basically a rounding error. I intend to take some measurements today as well.

I actually swam and ran yesterday. On Thursday -- after my trial tanked -- I came home and did 10k on the rower. That was pretty satisfying as well. I had no workout on Tue and Thu., because I was stuck at work putting on a trial (which always results in 14 hour days).

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Drastic II


Another unfortunate day. I was listless and lethargic most of the day. perhaps in a bit of shock. Failure sucks.

I wanted to go mountain biking but I just didn't have it in me. Literally, I tried, but I ended up taking an hour shower and then a 2 hour nap and it was 4p before I knew it (I didn't get up until noon). I'll come back tomorrow and hit it hard (and I'll row tonight instead).

I know it'll get better. I sent a relatively dramatic text message to my girlfriend:

"I've had a self-inflicted rough day. Now mostly listless and lethargic. Essentially, I gained actual knowledge of my physical state: 278 pound and about 35% body fat. If I fail at this it'll kill me. Trying to resolve mentally/emotionally. Hard to hear. "

All of that is true. I think I'm going over to her place later. At which time, I'm going to seek out the coolest triathlon I can find for June, sign up for it, and then start to train diligently for it. i'll also need to start monitoring the state of my physical affairs.

We'll see.

(mountain biking area captured via google earth, listed above).

Drastic

My view is that desperate issues require significant "beatback" efforts. I can do better. I should do better. I must do better. This will cost me years of my life.

Ugh.

new body fat numbers - highest yet

well, as predicted:

New number: 30.423%

p: 33, 29, 24, 23, and 31; I kept: 29, 24, and 31.
s: 53, 63, 63 68 and 67; I kept 63, 63 and 67.
T: 15, 12, 16, 10 and 8; I kept 15, 12, and 10.

"T:" was the most difficult measurement. I simply couldn't quite get the calipers to work right -- it mostly caused redness on my skin. Also, it seemed to either be 18 or 3. . . but little inbetween.

As for tape measurements, they are:
N: 17.75;
B: 15.00;
C: 51.00;
US: 50.00;
LS: 45.00; and
T: 25. 50

I must say it was predicted. I can't quite bring myself to get on the scale though.

Frustrating.

Update and preparing for new measurements

The truth is this: I often hide from the truth. It's not healthy. But it's predictable.

I hope to do some measurements tonight -- but I know. I know that my pants are tighter then they have ever been. I also know that some of my suits no longer fit. I suppose it is part of the cost of my first year of practice.

During the past year I think my nutrition has been better than my exercise -- but it's been a low threshhold. I suspect my average workouts are 2-3 times per week. I know I consume too many calories per day; however, i do try to eat more roughage, vegetables and fruit. However, I often fail at that task. Salads for me are definitely hit and miss. I do like to eat frozen meals since they are more predictable.

But, fact is: When you work 60-70 hours per week, some portion of your life is going to suffer. For me, that something seems to be not only relationships with others, but also my health. Doesn't seem like that's a rational trade, but it seems to occur with some regularity for me. That probably deserves some examination.

kc

Monday, October 15, 2007

Update

I'm professionaly fulfilled. I'm physically challenged.

I retain lots of extra fat. I have regular to semi-regular exercise rituals.

ROWING

I continue to row with great regularity. Anywhere between 5,000 meters and 10,000 meters. I'd like to row more, or transfer over to other types: running, cycling, swimming and weight lifting.

LIFE

In the meanwhile, life has been ganging up on me. Professionaly, I have lots of demands on my time (but I do REALLY LOVE the new job). Moreover, I just moved into a new apartment (my own place finally again) . The new place has required lots of attention. I still have remaining projects. However, the projects are dwindling. And, with more time available for "investment" I'd like to push those time-chips toward fitness/health.

NUTRITION

I'd like to ratchet up my nutrition knowledge. I'd then like to use those habits to make even better choices. I know the short answer is more fruits and vegetables. And fewer calories, all else being equal. I should also drink more water.

CONCLUSION

I should write more often. And track more of what I'm doing. I need to also take more photographs.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Long Tim e No Post - View From New Career

Time to Take Stock

It’s an interesting point in my life, despite the failure at the long term goal I’d set to reduce myself by 100 pounds. I still struggle with my actual weight. But, to some degree, I’ve let myself just continue to be. . . and observe the realities of a brand new and demanding career.

My newfound career is, indeed, incredibly rewarding. And incredibly fun (OK, I’ll admit it: I’m a prosecutor). However, it is also incredibly time consuming. I have some financial clouds hanging over the top of me – but I think they will ultimately be resolved in my favor. (And, even if they’re not fully resolved, the career change was well worth the mini-financial struggle).

About a year ago, I went through an incredibly difficult financial period. Immediately out of law school, I simply didn’t have the income necessary to support the debt I’d accumulated. I didn’t want to go get just any old job out of law school, because I definitely had my sites set on being a prosecutor. So, I endured low pay (~$26,000, later raised to $39,000) to work as a not-yet-permanent member of the prosecutor’s office. Ultimately, that bet paid off with a job as a prosecutor in that office. While that was a tremendous benefit, the burden was the financial sacrifice. To some degree, the financial sacrifice continues (I earn in the upper five figures. . . but need to pay ~$1,200 per month in student loans). It’s all doable. And the fitness things are coming round.

My workouts over the summer were way too sporadic. Things are really crazy and unpredictable at the beginning cycle of careers, generally, and really unpredictable in my particular career. I definitely put in some 70-80 hour weeks in the beginning. The hours have massively dwindled since then. I’ve also been a bit kinder and gentler to myself: If I work all those hours, I no longer insist upon 8 workouts per week. I take multiple days off in an attempt to accliminate myself.

But, now that I’ve been in the office for about 4 months, I am getting the hang of it. And I’d like to get back to setting real fitness goals for the next year or so. Moreover, it’s been a bit difficult these days with interesting roommate predicaments. Morning workouts can be tricky because I have to wait to get into the shower, and at the new gig, I simply can’t walk in 30 minutes later than I need to be (bad idea to keep a judge waiting for you late ass). I suppose I could go hit the gym during the lunch break. . . but even that can be a bit hard – certainly difficult to schedule.

I’ve purposefully been quite easy on myself for the past two weeks, because of several factors: 1) My new part-time job is searching for places to live; and 2) the new career is demanding; and 3) I want to be frugal with the food I have on hand, so I’ve internally agreed to not go to the grocery store (except milk, juice and occasional fruit), until I move out of the loft.

FITNESS GOALS

I still hold onto the ideal that I’d like to do an Ironman. Specifically, I’d love to complete one before the age of 40. I would also like to increase my physical appearance. I’ve set a ‘get real’ deadline to coincide with when I take my new apartment (which seems to be imminent). I’ve been reticent to openly track my weight in other parts of the my current apartment(particularly on the refrigerator) because it would be embarrassing (my roommates would see it as well, and I’d prefer to maintain quiet peace about it). But, in my own place, I think I could rationally do it, and it would be fine. At minimum, I’d like to get myself down to 230 pounds. Even more ideal would be fewer than 200 pounds. And pure ideal would be 5% body fat at 175 pounds or so. I do have a gym membership, so weight lifting is definitely possible.

In order to so, I need to radically increase my nutritional perspective. And, increasing caloric burn would be helpful as well.

k

Saturday, March 24, 2007

data weigh-in; measure-in - new body fat calculator site

A new and interesting body fat site is here: http://www.healthstatus.com/calculate/bfb.

It uses the Navy and YMCA method of measuring body fat. For me, I came up 32.75% (Navy) and 26.85% YMCA. By calipers I came in at 25.891%.

data:

N: 16.50
B: 14.25
C: 47.00
UW: 45.00
LW: 41.25
H: 43.50
T: 24.00
P: 10, 15, 20, 19, 15 -- left with: 15, 19, 15
S: 54, 57, 56, 56, 53 -- left with: 54, 56, 56
T: 15, 14, 12, 15, 16 -- left with: 15, 14, 15

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

New data

A story or two.

I think I've conquered my immediate term financial issues. Thus, I think I can easily and happily compete all season long in triathlons. In fact, I've now committed to pushing the envelope and going for a half-ironman at the end of the season. However, that enthusiasm may ultimately need to be tempered due to new career demands in my newfound profession (lots of trials!).

Data:

P: 24, 22, 17, 21, 25; I kept: 22, 21, 25
S: 54, 53, 51, 53, 47; I kept: 53, 51, 53
T: 14, 9, 9, 11, 11; I kept: 9, 11, 11

Ultimately this works out to 25.522% body fat according to the calipers.

Also, I had the following body measurements:

Neck: 16.75
biceps: 14.00
c: 47.50
upper waist: 46.50
lower waist: 42.50
Hips: 44.00
Thigh: 43.50



I had a really hard time grabbing the thigh measurements for body fat. I did the best I could though. . .

Thursday, February 01, 2007

New Numbers Rolling In

I suppose I need to report the good with the bad.

The numbers:

N: 17.00
B: 14.25
c: 48.00
UW: 46.50
LW: 42.00
H: 44.75
T: 24.00

These numbers are roughly the same as they were two weeks ago.

Weight: 261.0
BF (on Tanita scale): 37.0%

Caliper measurements:

P: 18, 20, 21, 19, 19; i kept: 20, 19, 19
S: 55, 52, 48, 51, 46; i kept: 52, 48, 51
T: 14, 14, 16,14, 12; i kept: 14, 14, 14

the formula produces a body fat of: 25.098% (rounded to 25.10%).

Nonetheless, I have been getting more exercise in. In particular, I've been more focused on running about10 miles per week.

I should know about my career job in about a week (+/- a few days). That should relieve some stress potentially. In the meanwhile, I have to keep taking things one day at a time. Easier said than done :-).

k

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Update

This is a long overdue entry.

I’ve always enjoyed using the natural break in numerical year to reflect upon my prior year’s success and failures. While the past year in training was, at best, lackluster – and the weight gain was surely a failure, nevertheless, my increased financial health (and license to practice law) should ultimately result in a more healthy life.

Unfortunately, I graduated law school with an enormous amount of debt. The debt has been mentally crippling, because I was left with a difficult choice: Leave the public agency I love to serve and maintain my then “lifestyle” – or, give up the lifestyle I enjoyed in order to practice in the public sector. [It’s the best job I’ve ever had. I do what TV shows dramatize.] So, I downgraded my lifestyle. I moved into a pretty gnarly loft with lots of interesting people, parked my car on the street and take the bus to work (1.1 miles from where I live).

Hopefully it will all pay off with an official government job in about two months. If it doesn’t, there will be more looming financial issues. The short term debts with which I’ve struggled are now coming into focus. I’ve also developed some facility with – and, earned some extra income from – some anti-competitive (read: false advertising) laws. Essentially, one our laws provides a bounty of $1,000 per false advertisement.

This debt has crept into my exercise/triathlon regimen. Particularly, last year I cancelled all of my triathlons so I could reduce debt. It was a hard yet necessary choice. I hope I can allow myself a few races this year – or, alternatively, simply pay off my “bad” debt so that I can participate without any guilt.

* * *

In the meanwhile, I spent many hours rowing this year. I never knew I would love it so much. In fact, I now have 2 million meters in the rower in less than 2 years (about 22 months). It’s such an easy, convenient and quick workout: I can get up at about 8a, row for 30-45 minutes, shower and be to work at about 930a or so. And, whether it is light or dark outside is irrelevant: It can all be done while listening to the radio. Although, I do admit to being wistful of the time when I would watch TiVO while rowing away.

* * *

It is unclear whether and to what extent I will participate in triathlons this year. Indeed, some of it turns on whether one of my larger cases will settle in the next week or two -- or head to trial (a 2-5 year process typically). If it settles, then I suspect I will be out of debt, and I’ll be free to participate in triathlons.

If it doesn’t settle, I’ll be reluctant to spend money (read, borrow money at high rates of interest) to participate. I may do it anyway – but I want to at least be intellectually honest with myself about the cost of doing these races.

Indeed, in a perfect world, I’d likely do 1-2 xterra races, a half-ironman and 3-6 sprints/international distance races. But given my lack of base training at this late point (and potential lack of funds) it seems like a bit of a pipe dream. I suppose what I need to do is sit down and decide and low medium and high track – that is, what I’ll do if I settle early and pay off debt; what if I pay off half of “bad” debt now; versus, what if I have no early term settlements and must simply slowly but surely pay off debt via regular salary.

Beyond the triathlon endeavor, I would also love to do a few running races 5ks/10ks as well.

In the end, I do recognize the importance of exercise, generally, in my life. As well, I also recognize the great motivator organized races are for me – and they are just downright fun as well!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Weight and Body Fat - I continue to Struggle

I continue to struggle.

I was surprised to learn my body fat decreased (by caliper: 24.830%) while my weight increased (262.2; body fat tanita: 35.0%). I can tell my waist is larger than it's been in a while because my suits are much tighter. It's all very depressing.

While I try to eat well, I often fail at the task and succumb to overeating. Particularly, in recent times, I've spent many late nights preparing briefs for consumer litigation I'm currently pursuing. This lack of sleep does not help matters either.

However, I'm in a battle of fitness regimens: I'm trying to measure my physical fitness against my financial fitness. Trying to put it all together is incredibly difficult. I need to improve. Or, it may be serious time to simply consider surgery. I'm right on the edge of eligibility for the surgery I suspct. I believe I could legitimately weight 162.2 - thus, I'm likely at or near 100 pounds overweight. I understand that's the test: Eligibility begins at >= 100 pounds overweight.

I've been rowing more these days but not keeping up with my other endeavors due to demands upon my time in my newfound part-time job as an evening [consumer, self-represented] quasi-attorney (I have a day job as an attorney at a government office). While this has produced some much needed extra income, my health has suffered in some degree because of it. That's unfortunate, but may simply be a trade-off. Indeed, ironic, I say that when the hour is 2:17 a.m.

Hey, did I mention I need to become more efficient and focused?

k.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

IT REMAINS TRICKY

It all remains tricky.

Current measurements:

current / largest / smallest

b: 14.5 / 17.0 / 13.3
t: 24.5 / 27.5 / 22.3
upw: 45.75 / 48.0 / 41.0
lw: 42.5 / 43.0 / 38.0
c: 47.0 / 53.0 / 43.3
n: 16.75 / 18.0 / 15.75

Moreover, I also had an overal caliper body fat of 26.441.

Overall, the numbers tell me, I'm going slightly down in weight/body mass. This is good. I wish it were more and I wish it werent' where it is currently - but this is all productive use of the spreadsheet.

While my weight/body fat either rose or remained the same (roughly) -- my measurements declined in a significant measure (from 46.5 waist to 45.75 -- 3/4 of an inch is a significant measurement.

Tonight, I'm going out with my GF - to some expensive fish restaurant. I don't much like going, because I tend to make poor choices (sort of like an alcoholic at a bar).

It's interesting, the female portion of the couple we're meeting for dinner had gastric bypass about 10-14 weeks ago. I'll bet she looks entirely different though. . .

We'll see. . .

Saturday, September 02, 2006

quick posting on the numbers

here's a quick posting on teh numbers:

N: 17.00
B: 14.00
c: 47.50
UW: 46.50
LW: 42.50
T: 24.50

measurements for body fat calipers:

c: 17, 17, 19
s: 53, 52, 54
t: 17, 16, 17

caliper body fat: 26.02%

Slight improvements over measurements approximately two weeks ago (from 27.1% to 26.02%). Most of the actual circumferences are similar (I believe one or two the same, one or two lower and one or two slightly higher).

Could be worse.. . and, let's be honest, could be lots better.

However, I have been able to functionally substitute lots of rowing for lots of running. . . and I'll ease into the running as time comes by. . .

I do want to push things through the winter and get to a place where I can do the ralph's half ironman in California -- comfortably do it, I might add :-).

k

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Training Log Blogs

Sounds like a nice woman for the Carolinas. . .

http://www.triathlontrainingblog.com/?cat=2

Another nice one:

http://www.theseamonster.com/trainingblog/

Monday, August 07, 2006

Body Fat Calipers

Lest there be any confusion. . .

Body fat calipers: 27.10%.

measurements:

N: 16.75
B: 15.00
C: 47.25
UW: 47.00
LW: 42.25
T: 23.50

note:

today compared to historical high

B: 15.0 / 17.0
T: 23.5 / 27.5
UW: 4.7.0 / 48.0
LW: 42.3 / 43.0
C: 47.3 / 53.0
N: 16.8 / 18.0

hips: 44.5

today compared to historical low

B: 15.0 / 13.25
T: 23.5 / 22.25
UW: 47.0 / 41.00
LW: 42.3 / 38.00
C: 47.3 / 43.25
N: 16.8 / 15.75

So, all of that to say, it could be better and it could be worse.

On 03.21.06 I weighed 247. I've gained about 11 pounds since then. Also, on 08.21.05 I weighed 220 pounds. So, I've gained 38 pounds since then. That's bad. It shows my inability to control calories, particularly when not engaged in frenetic training for some athletic (typically triathlon) event.

It's all saddening and brings me down. But I know I can make things improve dramatically with focused and determined effort. So, it's time to double down on the issue and get after it.

here's hopin' :-).

--C.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Two months since last post - updates

Hi All,


It's been a few months since my past post.

In the meanwhile, I learned that while I passed the Bar Exam (in California), I had a short term (and mean) cash crunch that awaited me immediately thereafter. I've mostly handled that issue -- and have a workable plan for the remainder.

I have a girlfriend (of about a year now). Time management is the big issues, as is dietary issues. I know what I should be eating, but since I'm often away (and, consequently, I have less control) over what food is put in front of me, it has made this quite difficult. Indeed, I weight about 260 today.

2.5 years from inception of this blog, I believe, is 11-2006 -- so the clock is ticking. It would appear from all of my travails and heartaches, that I probably AM a good candidate for gastric bypass surgery. Nonetheless, that still feels like failure to me -- and I'd like to try to finnagle away around it via better exercise and eating habits -- despite multiple failures at that path.

TRIATHLON TRAINING PLAN

In fact, I've now set my sites on competing at the Ralph's Half Ironman in California next March or so. I'm not sure when registration will occur, but I drew up my individual training plan earlier today.

In the past few weeks (particularly the last two weeks), I've been getting out and being more active, which is good. I also finally got my computrainer reconfigured so I can more easily ride in the evenings.

What I have yet to workout is how long my base period will run -- and -- how I will work out interval training into the plan. For instance, I saw this website tonight (http://www.triathlon.mb.ca/training_david_manual.htm) and it seemed to provide lots of insight. I also read this article (http://www.trifuel.com/triathlon/swim/interval-training-000320.php) and it seemed helpful as well.

I do feel more motivated then I have been in a while -- which is good. I feel like I'm ready to go out and seize the day as it were. And, indeed, tomorrow is the beginning of the rest of my life (at least according to my triathlon planning).

k.

Monday, May 08, 2006

White paper on overfat and athletic endeavors.

WHITE PAPER ON ATHLETIC ENDEAVORS
May – 2006

CHALLENGES

The last few months have been particularly challenging.

I took THE licensing exam.

I discovered my debt was larger than I imagined and a cash crisis ensued.

I reorganized much (though not all) of the debt. And, essentially, I traded large blocks of time in an effort to save $$$. I could have only held onto the time, if I had had a spent money – but spending the money would have made the problem worse.

Indeed, I moved about a mile from work in a downtown loft. I get my results in two weeks from the licensing exam. That controls my future. If I’ve passed, I’ll go into the professional ranks; otherwise, I’ll need to study again (the exam is only given twice per year – and the next one is July). I would probably work through the second exam. . . I just can’t afford to take another two months off from work. (Although, I’d be tempted to take the last month off. . . ).

WEIGHT GAIN

In the meanwhile, my weight has steadily increased, from a low of ~220 (maybe even 215) to about 250. I’ll need to start tracking it again. However, my deadline is looming large. It seems I’m unable to realistically control my weight, and I may need to look long and hard at surgical interventions. The whole idea was to give myself large blocks of time and see how I did with it. . . I’ve not fared so well.

THE PLAN

It’s so difficult to plan right now. There are two tracks: The “I-passed-the-exam” plan; and the “I-didn’t-pass-the-exam” plan.

I Passed the Exam Plan

Diet – Nutrition – Exercise – Weight Loss

I think more than anything I desperately need to control the number of calories I consume per day. It’s tough given my job environment, girlfriend’s penchant for eating out and my own devious ways. But it all realistically starts there, and ripples from there out.

If I’ve passed the exam, then I think I’d like to do three triathlons this summer – all within driving distance – and likely international distances. I would do more, but I simply can’t afford to do it. Unless, I could magically reconfigure all of my debts down to more reasonable interest rates. Then, perhaps, I would consider 5 or so triathlons.

The cost of a triathlon is typically ~$75 for the event; and $25 for gas/incidentals. But I really love doing them. Thus, it would add about $300 to my costs over the summer.

I think I would try to do one in June, July and August (and, indeed, maybe I would try to sneak one in during September, if I were to get my dreamed of job down in San Diego).

In particular I envision a weekly schedule of something like this for the coming weeks:

Mon: AM: Run 3-5; PM: 15 mile bike
Tue: AM: Row 10-15k; PM: swim 2500 yards
Wed: AM: Run 3-5; PM: 15 mile bike
Thu: AM: Row 10-15k; PM: swim 2500 yards
Fri: AM: Bike 15 miles;
Sat: AM: Bike 25 miles; Run 4-6 miles
Sun: AM: Row 15k PM: swim 2500 yards (50 meter pool night swim).

Swim: 7500 yards
Bike: ~55 miles
Run – 10-16 miles;
Row: 35-45k


GIRLFRIEND

The management issue for time with the GF continues to be an extra-hard challenge. I love spending time with her, but it’s very clear that we have very different priorities. And, when you have someone that considers it a great week when they make it to the gym three times, the disparity is palpable. It frustrates her because she views it, to some degree – as me choosing the gym over her. . . I just want to get the workouts in. It makes me feel better. I live my life wishing God would just give me an extra 6 hours a day so I could just get everything done.

She has lots of spare time – and wants (demands?) to spend it with me. We’re different in that way.

RAMPING UP

I would like to ramp up the season and just get the exercise thing going. Not sure exactly how to accomplish all of it. . . but I’d like to get started.

To some degree I suppose I’ll need to put my foot down and express it in terms of my own needs. I need to be able to workout without a guilty conscious.

DATA:

So, I ran the data tonight.

Body fat: 24.501% (via body fat calipers).

Tanita says:
253.0 pounds
43.5% body fat.

So, I weigh more and produced the highest body fat percentage I’ve ever seen on my scale. I’m not sure what to do about it, other than what I’ve always done about it. Which is to eat better and exercise more. And, to be sure about it: Eat Better, means more of me controlling my diet with lots of veggies and whole food products and many fewer restaurants. That sort of lifestyle is a killer for me. It’s clear: I’ve GOT to talk to the girlfriend and get her on board.

Not sure how well this is going to go over.

k.

Body Fat - Calipers

Long lost measurements.

Today I measured. I hadn't measured in a few months. It's up. A ways I suspect.

measurements:

P: 14, 21, 19, 12, 17 (which becomes: 14, 19, 17).
S: 48, 47, 52, 53, 48 (which becomes: 48, 52, 48).
T: 17, 16, 16, 14, 14 (which becomes: 16, 16, 14).

These numbers come out to: 24.501% body fat.

Not sure what it was before. . . but I do believe it used to be lower :-).

ki.

Friday, April 07, 2006

GainingBack Losses

still gaining back. Trying to stem the tide.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Gaining back the losses

Gaining back the loss

In some ways it feels like the tide. You can only swim against it so long before it drags you back into shore.

I weigh 245 pounds. About what I weighed in January 05. . . about 20 pounds heavier than my moving average in August-05.

Moreover, one of my original posts set a deadline for becoming a “healthy” weight by 2-2.5 years from May-04. Thus, the “dropping 100 pounds” deadline appears to be between May-06 and 11-06. It seems unattainable at this point. I’d need to lose 70-80 pounds in barely 2 to 8 months (8 to 32 weeks) – at 32 weeks, that would be about 2.7 pounds per week.

I did read my old notes. At failure, so goes the idea, then it is time to consider bariatric bypass surgery (stomach stapling).

I pulled the old data and measured new circumferences

New:

N: 17
B: 14
C: 45.5;
UW: 44.5;
LW: 41.0;
T: 23.5

Old:

N: 18.0
B: 17.0
C: 53.0
UPW: 48.0
LW: 43.0
T: 27.5

From ~09-2006

N: 15.8
B: 13.3
C: 43.3
UPW: 41.0
LW: 38.0
T: 22.3

More bad news: I weight 247 tonight. I had a body fat last night of 25.60% (measured with calipers). 33% via the tanita scale. In June of 05 I was ~25%; 07-05: 24%; 08-05: 22-23%; 08 (late) -05: 21.57%.

So I’ve increased about 4 caliper percentage points in body fat. This is a significant increase.

SOLUTIONS

There seem to be two straightforward solutions:
Increase caloric burn (exercise) and decrease calories (caloric control). The result should be weight loss and reduced body fat percentages.

I also need to formulate a plan for this. Unfortunately I just spent several hours in the most ridiculous surfing on the net: Looking for long lost friends from 3rd grade through high school. . .

Monday, March 20, 2006


my weight chart for period 12-05 to 03-2005 -- roughly :-).  Posted by Picasa

CALIPER BODY FAT: 25.61%

Caliper body fat -- the day after my 36th birthday: 25.61%. I still hope to get it below 10%. But right now I think I'm on the losing side of the battle.

It's pretty consistent: I get a girlfriend and the weight and body fat percentage rise. Although with finals and a licensing exam inbetween. . . the newfound gain sort of makes sense. I suppose by "making sense" I suspect it means I acknowledge that I have some issues with food -- I eat to make myself feel better, rather than pure sustenance. . .

anyhow. . . more to come I hope. . .

kc.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

caliper body fat: 24.21%

My licensing exam is kicking my ass. Due to the stress I'm eating too much.
I weigh about 236-238 these days -- 24.21% body fat too. I think I was in the 21% range before. . .

oh well.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Ocean Rowing

Interesting ocean rowing site here. It seems there's a race from Europe to NOrth America via rowboat. Antigua and some other place.

It's interesting. Lots of satellite/tech communication while people are in the middle of the ocean.

k

Marathon Row on Concept 2

I completed my first marathon row on Christmas. It was pretty long. Pretty tiring. Probably too much for this particular phase of my life as it left me completely worn out yesterday.

oh well. I have some photos I'll post later. . .

k

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Holiday Challenge

I successfully (mindlessly?) completed the Holiday Challenge this AM. I rowed a 10k in the AM, which brought me just over 200,000 meters since TGiving. I'll probably add some cycling, swimming and running to the mix again.

Pretty stressed out with finals done and my licensing exam fast approaching. I'm just betting everything, that's all :-).

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Caliper body fat: 23.169%

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rowing totals

I'm now at about 145,000 meters for the holiday challenge. I figure 15k x 4 days will put me over the top. I'm contemplating rowing a marathon on christmas though. . .

k

Friday, December 16, 2005

Visitors

I notice via a blogcounter that my visitors now average about 17 per day -- so I've roughly doubled my daily visitors over probably the past 6 months or so. That's interesting. What's interesting is how few of you actually comment (or even leave anything on the tagboard I have up).

I suppose, in the end, this blog is much more of a way for me to keep track of things. To the extent it offers something to someone in the outside world great. It's a complete secret to everyone -- in fact, I've told my closest friend that I have a blog but I've completely refused to identify what particular blog. Indeed, that's why some of my details are rather sketchy -- because I would (for whatever reason) like to avoid detection.

So, hey, drop a comment or two!

kc

Holiday Challenge - C2

I now have 129,000 meters in the Holiday Challenge for Concept2, so it looks like I'll make the 200,000 meters as listed in their challenge. I am going to spend the $20 bucks on the sweatshirt, even though it's a bit dorky :-).

Basically, I have 8 workout days that remain to get the additional 70,000 meters in. Realistically, that is about 5 days of 15,000 meters. Perhaps even the next 5 days. Nonetheless, I think I may try my first rowing marathon next weekend. Indeed, I may try it on Christmas Day.

The studying of my life begins on Monday.

k

President Taft

It turns out President Taft, in his twilight years, lost about 70 pounds. . . interesting historical reading.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Weight loss from Diabetes site here

Diabetes article here. Interesting quote within it:

In the future, Pugh would like to see a more hands on approach between health care professionals and patients when it comes to weight loss.

One way of doing this, Pugh suggests, is having diabetes educators or dietitians accompany their patients to the grocery store. There they can illustrate the proper healthy and low calorie food items for their patient's diet plan. "More than just telling a patient they need to lose weight - we need to make sure that they understand how to do this," says Pugh.

Pugh also points out that many health care professionals are not immune from society's prejudices when it comes to the obese. "Many are judgmental and they view obese patients as being weak willed," says Pugh. This can erode the patient/doctor relationship even further and increase a patient's frustration over losing weight.


The article then says what I've known for a long time:

Kris Berg, EdD, professor of physical education at the University of Nebraska, goes as far as to advise his patients to stay in the outside aisles of the grocery store where the fresh foods are kept, so that they will avoid the temptation of fattening snacks. This is sound advice considering that ten peanuts can be a hefty 200 calories and a regular potato chip might have as much as 25 calories in it. After a few high-calorie snacks a day, a person may find that they are gaining pounds instead of shedding them.

Holiday Challenge

Concept2 is running a holiday challenge. Basically, you commit to row 100,000 or 200,000 meters between Thanksgiving and New Years. Turns out, I've already rowed about 80,000 meters. I think I could pretty easily make the 200,000 meter number (you get a t-shirt and can buy a sweatshirt for $20 bucks). I think I'd buy the sweatshirt.

So I have 12 days to row 120,000 meters. In fact, this may spur on my first marathon row.

I figure, 4x15,000 = 60,000 meters (running total = 140,000 meters).

42,000 meters for marathon = 182,000 meters.

And then an additional half marathon. . . 21,000 meters would put me over the 200,000 meters number. . .

Well, I think that will be the goal. . .

k

Nice Post on Notorious B.L.O.G.

Hi,

Here's a great post on his battle of the bulge -- he ultimately lost 105 pounds by changing diet and running. His epiphany has an eerie reminiscence to my own epiphany here. [scroll down to HISTORY].

Sunday, December 11, 2005

CDC Obesity page

the CDC has a nice obesity page. . . you can find it here.

12.11.2005 food king.  Posted by Picasa

fruit purchased circa 12.07.2005.  Posted by Picasa

purchase circa 11.30.2005.  Posted by Picasa

Fruit gets packed up like this. Posted by Picasa

weight chart circa 10-24 to 11-13-2005.  Posted by Picasa

Purchase circa 11.30.2005.  Posted by Picasa

All you can eat Sushi

The GF and I headed out to meet up for dinner tonight. While fun, surely it couldn't have been that great for me -- too many calories. She cooked a pork roast last night too. It was quite good, but probably too many calories (although, I did have salad with both meals and some rice on Friday).

Went and saw Syrianna which was not nearly as good as I thought it would be. I ended up drinking a medium diet coke and nothing else.

Only 20 mins of exercise on Friday (before the exam) and nothing Saturday. I'll surely do some rowing tomorrow.

My jeans feel tight(er) -- which is bad. I do fear I'm actually gaining rather than losing weight. I've got to be better at this somehow. . .

2 more exams to go :-).

k

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Similar goal and avocation

Here's an interesting website with similar goals and a similar avocation (drums).

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Denny's

Sort of weird day -- with good and bad choices I suppose.

I spent the night at the girlfriend's place, after spending the day studying for a final I have on Friday. In the morning, I took my vehicle to my pre-arranged appointment and had the brakes fixed (surprisingly cheat at $99 bucks -- only the front brakes though). While waiting for the vehicle to be repaired, I took my bike and rode (good) over to Denny's (could have been worse).

While at Denny's I had the diet-like fare of omellete with pancakes and sausage -- something like that. It was ~500 calories. Then I had a glass of orange juice.

Then I had a diet coke -- which I didn't really drink.

And then I decided I would have the peanut butter chocolate pie. It was a poor choice. While I enjoyed the pie -- it keeps me far away from my abs goal. . . so, there's a disconnect there.

And, I performed that CL expirement again: They flock in droves to abs. Not sure what I would do with that sort of attention -- then, again, not sure what I would do with $100 million -- but I wouldn't mind exploring that problem :-).

k

Monday, December 05, 2005

trouble with blogger

currently I seem to be unable to even review my blog. Unsure why. I click to go to it, and I get errors. . . can't seem to load any other blogger blogs either. . .

hmmm....

Update of sorts

So finals are in full swing. My last set. First one is on Friday.

I'm going to try (as best I can) to keep more regular hours. In actuality, it's my lightest finals load yet -- with only 3 finals over a 10 day period -- and a 6 day reading period. . . so, all told, pretty light.

I keep doing lots of rowing -- because it's convenient, and easy to watch a little TV while I row some. . . so I keep doing it.

My diet seems to be holding up pretty well -- (and by diet, I don't mean a special eating patter; rather, I mean the process of eating food -- that diet). I continue to devour fruits by the pound:

With smoothies, mostly: mangos, pinneaple, blueberries, blackberries, strawberries, bananas, oranges, pears and every once in awhile a melon (honey dew or canteloupe).

Beyond smoothies, some fruit includes: Oranges, apples (granny sith, red delicious and some yellows).

As for fruits: Lots of lettuce, spinach, broccoli, feta cheese, tomatoes, peppers (red and green), carrots and surely more.

I also continue to east some frozen dinners as well.

I do admit I went a bit nuts Friday (after final day of class) -- at El Torrito (the GF was my designated drinker, since I don't really drink :-)). And, indeed, Saturday I actually ate a cheeseburger (and fries) from Carl's. But, I hardly do that -- and it was a bit of a treat for me. Today I went back to the more de rigeur nutrition: Heavy on teh veggies and fruits -- and some protein here and there (realistically, mostly from the frozen entrees I typically cook 1-2x per week).

I'll just have to smartly exercise during the week though. . . it'll be tricky with finals and the like. . .

enough. . .

k

Monday, November 28, 2005

Freaking Out II

I'm not as freaked out today, as I was last week about the licensing exam.

It's doable. I just learned some of the friends that passed -- and if they passed, then I sure as hell can pass. Odds are 2:1, essentially, in favor of me passing. Just have to be organized and learn tons of material and go in with my head on straight. I can make it work. It's a nice feeling -- I've sure as hell been through worse.

PROGRESS

Progress has been slow recently - due to numerous other commitments. Still trying to manage life with a GF who works out 2-3 times per week, against my standard of trying to get more like 6-10 workouts in per week. It's hard going at times.

She likes to eat out, though we've mellowed at that a bit. Today we went to a nice deli near her place -- my solution to high calorie food: split things. Order a full salad and a hamburger -- and then eat half salad, half of hamburger (and some fries) -- but better than just ordering a hamburger. It's a nice solution to a troubling problem. . .

I started looking the other night at my potential triathlon races next year. It's exciting if I can pass the exam -- then money isn't such a huge issue (well, I do have lots of debt) -- but at least I'll have some cash flow. . .

Though I thought I wouldn't want to do any more xterra's. . . I think I'm down for 1-2 next year. M also wants to do some running -- at least she thinks she does -- so I'll probably do a 5k or 10k with her in December. . .

k

Body fat: 21.481%

Body fat via calipers tonight: 21.481%.

It seems to be coming along. . .

Blog Addition

Here's jessica's blog with some quite impressive before/after photographs. Nice work.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Freaking Out a Bit

Licensing Exam

So my licensing exam is fast approaching (actually it's not until February, but preparation for it begins in earnest in 1 month -- immediately after finals).

So, it's all bittersweet; immediately after finals ends, I begin preparation for the licensing exam. No time to stop and smell the coffee.

I still need to work out the details of my plan. In fact, I think I'll have 1-1.5 hours per day to get in some solid exercise. Although, I don't even think I'm going to ride my bike, as I fear a bike crash and I need to stay healthy (extra healthy) until February.

I was thinking the other day -- that I bet everything (financial, emotional, couple years of my life) on grad school. This bet comes to the fore in February. If I don't pass (in fact, the majority fail at this licensing exam -- only 48% passed the last exam) -- then I'll retry in July; but it will be quite difficult. I need to pass the first time around. In fact, my goal is to pass by such a wide margin that it's not even close. I will study harder for this exam than any other exam, because I don't think I can afford to fail at this -- just pure fear factor.

Nonetheless, I do think I'll have ~2 hours per day to get things happening in the exercise department. In fact, I'd like to replan my racing schedule next year.

I'd like to do ventura again, along with some SD races. I'll have to make it a point to look at that.

Enough.

k.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Body Fat (Calipers): 21.481%

So, normally I used the rusty caliper site (on sidebar) to determine my body fat via calipers. His site recommends that one take five measurements, throw out the low and the high, and then enter the three middle measurements as your data.

So, as an experiment, I did the following:

ONE MEASUREMENT

I took one measurement, and then used that one measurement, at each of the three sites, to determine my body fat via calipers.

RESULT: 21.391%

THE FIRST THREE MEASUREMENTS

The first three measurements, combine to the following:

RESULT: 21.481%

THROWING OUT LOW AND HIGH AND AVERAGING MIDDLE THREE:

RESULT: 21.481%

* * *

Ironic that the last two methods provide the same result -- and even the first method, provides a result that is "off" by 0.09%. It may be easier to simply take one measurement every few days -- and then take 5 measurements once a week or once a month. I suspect the accuracy won't vary much. . .

k

Pastor Loses 105 pounds

Hi Ken Pierpont has an interesting take on losing weight -- though I'm not particularly spiritual. . .

Monday, November 14, 2005


weights from 10.24 to 11.13.2005.  Posted by Picasa

appparently 04-2005 worksheets. Posted by Picasa

GF and BodyFat - restaurant

So, I had a long discussion with the GF today about my weight loss struggles -- and we talked about various solutions.

Basically, I've had a steady line drop from Jan-05 to about May-05. It reduced significantly thereafter -- but remained with some minor losses. Since about Aug-05 until Nov-05 -- it's been stagnant or even headed upward. All problems like this are resolved by reviewing what it is that has changed. Mostly it's the arrival of her and my more lackadaisacal training approachinges. Combined with the end of the triathlon season.

k

Body Fat: 21.21% (calipers)

Caliper body fat, went back to normal and 21.21%. I still have the goal to get it down to 20% by last final: 12.20.2005.

My view? It's all about calories anyway.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Goal

It's pretty clear to me I'm going to miss the goal of 200 pounds or < 20% body fat by graduation of 12.22.2005.

Therefore, I'm going to revise it: 210 pounds or 21.00% (or lower) body fat no later than 12.22.2005.

200 pounds and 20.00 (or lower) % body fat by 02.22.2005 (professional exam time).

k

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Dog gets 72nd in Alcatraz swim

Interesting, dog gets 72nd in recent alcatraz swim race.

Jurgen Zack and DAve scott -- Body Fat

Here's an interesting article about Jurgen Zack and Dave Scott -- discussing Zacks (too high in Scott's view) body fat. Zack defends himself.

Triathlon nutrition

Here's a nice guide to triathlon nutrition -- .

Food King - Eating Disorder (personal) story site

Here's an excellent site about (apparently) food eating disorders and art.

Nice Fellow Female Triathlete

Here's a nice fellow female triathlete in my area. She recently linked to me -- I'll add her to my links evenutally. . .

Low-Carb Diet Blog

Another blog that looks quite good -- from only reading it a second. Worthy of a second look for me.

REferrer Blogs

This is a good site about practical reality of trying to lose 100 pounds (showed up via a referral -- often the link to my best sources).

Oprah Advice

I saw this -- from a referrer blog -- and felt the need to discuss it.

This is one of those articles that is so general -- that it offers virtually nothing useful. If I could simply focus upon the road in front of me -- then I wouldn't be where I am now. I would be a healthy weight.

Hmmm.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Body Fat Calipers: 24.04%

A new HIGH body fat of 24.04% using calipers. At least the highest number I remember seeing in a while.

Bad times.

Though it's tempting to claim this as an inaccurate measurement due to just random shifting of data through multiple measurements. Even before taking the measurement I looked in the mirror -- and I appeared different. Furthermore, the recent scale weights have been in the upper 220s. . . so it would appear since weight is up by ~8-10 pounds -- that it could also very well be that body fat is up by 2%. . . I'm just surprised at how quickly it has risen.

Again, I think the magical formula isn't nearly as much exercise as it is kick-ass nutrition vigilance.

kc.

Driving Traffic to Blog

I began some research a few nights ago about how to drive traffic onto my blog.

The first question, I suppose is why do I even care who stops by this website (OK, if I could drive 150,000 people here, I could make a few bucks from google) -- but I honestly don't even have that sort of inclination.

I remember two key points -- and I do have the intention of doing both of them at some (hopefully soon-to-be) future date:

1. Write a kick-ass about me page. I have some biographical data buried in my blog (in the first month or so) -- but I probably need to sit down and smartly craft a 500-1500 word essay that tells all the readers (all 8 of you) who I am.

2. Write smaller entries with more frequency. I admit I do go to other sites, just to check and see how they're doing. If they never update, I'm not as interested. IF they update all the time, I'm much more interested.

anyhow. . .

k

More Blogging

More Blogging:

I would like to do more blogging, but I just can't seem to find the time. I considered dropping a quick entry tonight -- but gave up on it, because I didn't want to potentially flag myself as an internet abuser at a sensitive government job (I love the job -- but the particularities -- and the high profile potential image, are a bit tiring at times like these :-)).

I actually ate two (small) pieces of chocolate cake today. I did it at the end of the day -- and, yes, I did feel pretty guilty about it. It's not the end of the world, but it's not the get tough variety. I think I just feel powerless at times over the calling nature of sweets that get parked at the end of my desk. I honestly wish no one would bring that sort of food to the office -- I simply eat it. Period. If it wasn't there, I wouldn't eat it. Therefore, I guess in some measure I do feel a bit out of control about it -- much like an alcoholic who can't turn down a drink if it's put in front of him (I can easily do that. . . that's like nothing to me).

It also doesn't help that the new girlfriend likes to make ice cream -- from scratch at home. I don't think she understands that while I will gleefully eat it: a) I do actually wish she would NOT make it; and b) it's really NOT good for me.

I'm convinced more than ever that the road to abs (or 6% body fat) -- is paved with less food rather than more exercise. My demon is purely caloric -- not exercise.

On that note. . .

1 MILLION METERS - ROWING

In spite of (above), I made ~990,000 meters today -- another ~8,000 meters and I'm over the top. I'll be pretty stoked to get the t-shirt.

Monday, November 07, 2005

Management - Quick Thoughts

I'm trying to manage various spheres of my life today -- and there just isn't enough of me to go around.

I have 3 weeks of class -- then three weeks of finals. Then 2 weeks off. Then the professional exam that determines my entrance into the profession. It's the most high stakes gamble test I've ever taken (not to be melodramatic or anything).

So, that coupled with -- a new girlfriend, coupled with work at a nice government job (part-time) -- that should be a stepping stone to a future career -- all add up to a busy life. Hectic life. Too hectic at times.

I remember some point in the last year, where I endeavored to sleep 8 hours per night. . . I haven't been doing that lately. That's hard, because there just seems to be so little time to get everything on my goal sheet done. These days, it's a good night if I'm in bed by midnight. It'll all work-out (no pun intended) in a a few weeks though.

I do think I've (unhappily) identified the lynchpin of my weight loss problems: I very much fit the wikipedia definition for binging / compulsive overeating. I sometimes eat when I'm not really hungry and often feel guilty and self-conscious about eating. In some measure, I suppose, I should feel grand that I may have discovered the underlying cause of my affliction -- not sure whether I can develop a solution (or whether it will require professional intervention).

it's almost midnight, so I've got to go to bed.

cek.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Comments - Moderation: Good news / bad news

So, good news, bad news I suppose.

BAD NEWS:

It appears, the comments feature is being abused by spammers who want free advertising on blogs like mine. No thanks. It's super annoying. So, from now on, any comment will go through a moderator process. HOwever, there aren't that many comments, so it's pretty easy to manage.

GOOD NEWS:

But the good news is that I seem to have pretty strong traffic these days -- an average of 11 visits per day, at 3.5 minutes per day. So I'm happy to see that people are still reading, even though my comments are much more sporadic these days.

I'll keep posting though. Slowly but surely.

kc.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Some of my coworkers (evidently) brought in their leftover candy. So I ate a bunch of it. And I feel bad about it.

Not only that, but my new girlfriend talked about being a binge eater -- and the diagnosis seemed to fit: See, article on wikipedia, binge eating.

And so today, I just kept eating candy after candy after candy (M&Ms and Reeses). Piles of it. And then, just like the diagnosis, I felt bad about it. I shouldn't be eating like that -- it's bad for me and I know it's bad for me. I'm not quite sure what to do about it, but I feel like I should do something.

But on a positive note, I currently have ~950,000 meters on the erg (I added 15,000 meters tonight). This means, probably next week, I'll get my 1 million meters done with concept2 and get the cool t-shirt (and plaque! -- well, certificate -- but the t-shirt is what I sort of really want).

Like I keep repeating -- I'm quite surprised (yet delighted) at how much I've enjoyed doing the indoor rowing (erg) for the past 6 months or so.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Body Fat: 22.11%

New low body fat: 22.11% via calipers.

I'm almost at the 1 million meters.

cek.