I'm trying to manage various spheres of my life today -- and there just isn't enough of me to go around.
I have 3 weeks of class -- then three weeks of finals. Then 2 weeks off. Then the professional exam that determines my entrance into the profession. It's the most high stakes gamble test I've ever taken (not to be melodramatic or anything).
So, that coupled with -- a new girlfriend, coupled with work at a nice government job (part-time) -- that should be a stepping stone to a future career -- all add up to a busy life. Hectic life. Too hectic at times.
I remember some point in the last year, where I endeavored to sleep 8 hours per night. . . I haven't been doing that lately. That's hard, because there just seems to be so little time to get everything on my goal sheet done. These days, it's a good night if I'm in bed by midnight. It'll all work-out (no pun intended) in a a few weeks though.
I do think I've (unhappily) identified the lynchpin of my weight loss problems: I very much fit the wikipedia definition for binging / compulsive overeating. I sometimes eat when I'm not really hungry and often feel guilty and self-conscious about eating. In some measure, I suppose, I should feel grand that I may have discovered the underlying cause of my affliction -- not sure whether I can develop a solution (or whether it will require professional intervention).
it's almost midnight, so I've got to go to bed.
cek.
Monday, November 07, 2005
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